My boys!

Before the kids went back to NC we took tristan for the nite sunday nite... and Monday i also had Aiden so the boys played. Aww They were soo cute together. Tristan at first was a lil bit shy but he opened up! We gave them a bath together.. hahaha it was sooo cute. Hopefully by this summer Aiden learns how to crawl, so when tristan comes back Aiden can move around more. Look How cute they are!! I love them both so much. I cant wait to have one myself.. Makes me upset that i cant just go and have one, its a lil harder for us!

We had a good time spending few days with them. I hope the boys grow up to be happy, honest, truthful men. lol sounds funny... omg when they get to be men, grrrr i'll be really old!! These days better go slow.
Today its just me and Aiden and he taken a nap right now, so that means its my turn to take a shower and get ready for the day.
SMILE!!!!!!!

Surpise!!

So yesturday We had a surpise, tristan and taylor came into town till monday!! Omg He got so big, he a lil lazy in his words, he can talk but wont. He said ball... hehe omg it was tooo cute! Its crazy he was running around everywhere, following me around.. lol And Taylors hair got a lil longer.. aww we miss them alot!!! Tomorrow we might go see them before they leave. But dawn said not to worry lmao bc they prob gonna be back soon.
Daq should be back soon, last nite she left for pittsburg for a mary kay thing. I cant wait to see her, i miss her..... we havent really spent good time together we both been busy. Tonite is just us, hopefully... everytime we try something or someone likes to borther us into doin something different. grrr!! and I AM sleeping in tomorow... lol yay!!!! i can feel it already.... my bed that is!! God im hungry!!!! and sleepy now. maybe i should take a lil nap before i have to go pick up daq. mmmmm well laters.... SMILE!!

Ghost Hunters!

So im sitting here watching Ghost Hunters ( very good show) and daq is taken a nap before she goes to work tonite, well i was thinking....... and thinking......... thought some more and well what would happen if i did that here in my apartment ?? Daq would flip out she hates ghosts and stuff like that, she gets scared! If you dont know Ghost Hunters go around to hunted places and prove if something is hunted or not. They rule out stuff that will cause to think that it is a ghost or not. lol Did i even made any sense... haha! Well i think i should, i know there something goin on here, specially in the kitchen. but i wont say much more uncase daq reads this... lol Love you hun! Everything is okay!!! well back to my show.... Smile!!

Its the middle of the week!!!!!

Its Almost the end of March!! Easter will be here soon.. time sure does go by fast. Its been over a month since Tristan and Taylor moved to NC. I miss them, specially Tristan. Dawn sends us lil videos of him. There he is with his first big boy bed!! Look at my Big Boy!! He starting to talk a lil and loves kicking the soccer ball around and im not there to see it!!!! grrrrrrrr!!! talking about soccer, Mj is now playing soccer at the YMCA! She had her first game just this past saturday. She is still learning, and i think in couple more games she'll get the hang of it.
Today Aiden was a lil grumpy, but we got through it and he went to gmas house for a bit. He is 6 months and a week. I remember him just being so lil. He now tries to talk, its so cute.. In Picture you'll see, we were at the store like a week ago and he just keeps on talking and telling stories... haha Watch this summer is gonna go by quick and he'll be one! Then ima start to feel old! haha!!

So This weekend Daq will be out of town Friday till saturday nite, so me and mj are goin to the movies saturday to see that new 3d monsters vs aliens... its gonna be awesome!! The update with my grandma is that she is good, staying strong.. she should be getting surgry anyday, so we are just waiting on that to happen..

We have been real stress lately with life! It seems like nothing likes to go right this year. Money is tight, very tight... The car -every 2 weeks something goes wrong and gots to be fix and with bills, gas.. theres not much left for food or stuff we need. So its been hard this month. I feel blah and i hate asking people for help, so we are trying not to ask bc we dont want anyone to think bad of us and stuff. My May we should catch up and get things striaghten out.
well time to find something to make for dinner, and little people big world is on, i like that show.. hehe...... till next time.............. SMILE!

update...

I got back from Cleveland Wesd. nite.... it was a long 3 days!!! I dont wanna go into details but my grandma did get a lil bad there, but bc shes soooo strong everything is looking better! Shes awake and talking, wanting some coffee and cold beer.. lol I've Been feeling soo tired the past two days so im happy today is friday! Im resting up this weekend, im not going anywhere, maybe i'll watch some movies, catching up on my Tv shows. Im sorry i dont have alot to say right now... ima going to take a nap and whatever!!! till next time, Smile!

Picture of the hospital at nite time!

over the weekend..

Last nite was our 5 year party... and it was a Blast!!!! We had so much fun.. Thanks for everyone who went out with us. My brother didnt come but thats ok. Daqs mom came out and haha she had fun too..... The show was awesome!!! And we slowed dance together, it was nice and sweet. I love her so much! After that we had some freinds over and hang out for a bit. I didnt go to bed til like 730am.. lol

Tomorrow im leaving in the am with my mom to Ohio for my grandmas surgry. So i might be gone for couples of days or maybe just 2, depends on what happens. So i might not be able to write. Well lets all take a min to pray!!.........................................................................
Well i need to go pack and get things together... see ya soon!

Yay Friday 13th!

Omg! Im so happy today is Friday... Today started off a good day! Me and Aiden was playing and watching some cartoons, we paid some bills, and then i took him to his Daddy. So after that i was hanging out with my good friend Steph, all out of nowwhere my car started to have this weird griding sound when you push down on the breaks. "wtf really, why now" This is not a good time right now for stuff like this to happen. A- dont have the money! And Daq works 3rd so we need it. I talk to one of my freinds and he is suppose to come over tomorrow afternoon to look at it and maybe , hopefully fix it.
Tomorrow nite is our 5 year party at the bar, and nothing is gonna stop me from going!! lol Im soooo excited!!! Daq's mom is going and My brother and mary are comming (YAY) Well he says hes going, so im hoping that they do come. It will be fun. I havent hang out with him in while. Some of our friends and people... haha! The nite is gonna start at 7-8 when we go to the legion first, (drinks are cheaper) then to the Craze to get things ready.. so by 10- 11 everyone should be there... Also (hehehe) theres is gonna be a Drag show... cant wait, specially if my brother is there, bc i dont think he ever saw a show before... haha!! Dont worry i will take pictures! Sooo all this is plan for tomorrow nite and if something bad is really wrong with my car.... im Fuk!!! We been planning this for 2 months. Well i need some beauty sleep.... haha

Have a Goodnite!!!!

First day of blogg'n

Alright let me try this again.... i started writing then my laptop wanted to be mean and freeze. So Im rae( 26 and i have a partner name Daq for 5 years and 3 days. lol We finally found a nice place to call home. Its Pretty big, thats a good thing bc i babysit my neices and nephews here at my house. We been trying to have a baby for the past 2 years! No luck! I know i have the love of my babies i watch but it'll be nice to have one call me mommy, Y' know! Daq works for in home-care and Mary Kay! Shes actually at a meeting right now... well theres a lil intro of us, but now i just wanna tell you whats been goin on this past week! My grandma got sent to the hospital monday nite, she had a heart attack, The hospitals here wont do the surgry so they flew her to Clevelend today..My mom and my aunts all went. So now im just here being worried about everything.... Im trying to relax and get my mind off stuff but everyone keeps texting me.... about more problems to my list. Alright i think thats all for tonite, i need to find something to eat and maybe watch a movie. Dont worry i'll be back telling you more about us and the update for my grandma! Thanks and Smile someone is always watching!!! :)