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AWESOME weather!!!! hehe Just brings a smile to your face, doesnt it? Ive been feeling a lil better lately. Im loving these nice days. Friday i got a hair cut, paid some bills, went out for a lil bit and saturday i went out with my rents and sara to dinner at Texas Road house... then rented movies over the weekend! I took a walk too and today i did some spring cleaning, sweating my butt off!!! Its suppose to get back down to 50 but damn i think we gonna have a really hot one this year!! me and Daq says......... HAVE A GOOD WEEK!!!
This week has been up and down for me. Its been long long week, emotions flying like crazy! Tomorrow we get paid and alot of bills need to be paid. How we cant drive our car for 83 more days..lol I think we are borrowing daqs mom car for the day to get around and get things done. So tomorrow is gonna be other long day! I feel like everyday is longer and longer.. haha Feel like i dont get much sleep... grrr and when i get the chance tooo ( like now) i cant sleep, just lay there blank! Ohhhh man i hope summer comes soon. I dont like this cold then comfty then really cold weather. Mmmm i might rent some movies tomorrow, i see theres alot of movies came out the past two months that i wanna see.... im always up to date on my movie watching haha but i havent seen alot lately. I better catch up!! I watch the butterfly effect 3 today!! It was okay, better than the 2nd movie tho. I like watching movies bc it makes me calm when i have alot on my mind, movies keeps my mind off things... you know!! well enough of me about nothing.... and try to sleep but grrr plus i have cramps and nothing to take so i might be laying in bed for another hour or two.. SMILES
I just woke up on this lovely sunday, with the biggest headache ever! Just been stress and depress lately.... sucks! Yesturday had to turn in my plates for 90 days. Omg! grr its gonna be long 90 days. Specially in June theres alot of stuff going on and no car. And grandma....... grrrr im still upset that she had to leave earth, i keep thinking shes at home.. well and theres people, omg omg omg some people just get on my nerves. I swear others just dont think and why does everyone has to act stupid and others soo rude. It might just be me, bc im soo annoyed by everything lately. Today im just gonna lay around... and try to get rid of this headache.
On April 9th my Grandmother passed away in Cleveland Clinic center... We all knew one day it will happen, but it came soooo soon! I'll catch myself thinking about her and i start to cry but then i'll stop.. i dont wanna cry, i dont know why im holding it in, bc if you know me.... I never hold my tears, i cry about the littles things. Tomorrow Is Easter and Its gonna be tough going to grandmas house. For the pass 26 years ive been goin there for every easter and christmas! My grandma is a Strong, optioned, funny and always thinking about others, she loves going to Bingo and the slot machines!! Other thing i'll never forget that she loved being outside, speically in her bare feet ( i hate socks and shoes myself too ) My grandma has many aches of yard, so theres many tress and bushes with fruit growning and has a garden, mmm I love those Tomatoes! Use to have a pool, and we always went out there to swin allll day... I use to Live with her in the summers ( felt like it bc i always there) bc I would wake up and go swimming and me and my cousins would play all day! I have alot of memories i will treasure. I know i havent visited much in the past couple of years like when i was in school. I always thought the family had more time together... but as i see now you never know what will happen today or tomorrow. We love you Grandma and i know you are looking down on all of us! I hope you and grandpa are happy and in peace together. R.I.PJean m Marks LamisonSept. 4 1934 - April 9 2009
